May 29, 2009

The unexpected gift of memory and smell

When you were a tiny baby, your dad brought home a package of Mrs. Meyer's rhubarb scented cleaners for mother's day. This was not exactly my idea of a romantic gift but I was soon won over by the amazing smell - and by the fact that he was was excited to use them to clean the whole house.

I thought they were long gone but one of the bottles must have been lost in the back of the cupboard until yesterday, when someone pulled it out and cleaned the countertops with it.

Today, every time I walk through the kitchen and that smell hits me, I am blown away by brilliantly-clear memories of your first months home. Taking you for a walk with my mom. Changing your clothes. Helping your dad bathe you in the kitchen sink. Hovering over you, watching you sleep.

It literally feels like I've stepped back in time and it's just happened moments ago.

Brain chemistry is an amazing thing. This is an extremely fortuitous example of the physiological/psychological phenomenon that ties vivid memories to a specific odor.

So, it turns out that a box of cleaners is one of the most amazing gifts I've ever received. They don't carry it in the stores this year though so I'll be on the lookout for another source of rhubarb smell and possibly hoarding the last little bit in the bottle we have left.

May 22, 2009

The polar opposite of lethargy

You broke your first fever yesterday and were up pretty much ALL. Night. Long.

You fell asleep around 5:30 a.m. and AND THEN you preceded to arise all bushy tailed and bright eyed this morning at 8 like nothing happened.

You are looking at me like:
"Who is that grayish crumpled creature walking around in mama's clothes."

And I'm all:
"That's my old friend CRAZY FROM LACK OF SLEEP. Watch out because her driving is horrible and she bites."

And the pacifier/thermometer proved utterly useless (just like half of the baby crap I've bought) as you wouldn't keep it in your mouth.

Ugh.

May 9, 2009

Birthday party


Our wonderful family in Idaho gave you the most wonderful first birthday party. The food, cakes, balloons, games and everything had been arranged for our visit. And I'll tell you what, a mama just doesn't get any luckier than that!

May 6, 2009

One year ago today: labor

It is so hard to believe that a whole year has past since your birth!

Jeremy's twitter feed from those two long days...

Something is happening. We'll know more at noon... stay tuned. And in the meantime send slippery thoughts.
8:15 AM May 6th, 2008

Things you don't see women in labor do in the movies: walk to FRED MEYER!!! Margaret's got it goin' ON!
10:47 AM May 6th, 2008

Headed to the hospital... but dropping off 27 Dresses that Margaret forgot she'd rented while I was out of town first.
12:06 PM May 6th, 2008

This birthing suite is THE BOMB! Margaret just ordered the mani/pedi and I'm waiting for my Southwest fajitas.
2:20 PM May 6th, 2008

They just sent us on another power walk. Margaret's channeling her pioneer ancestors' birth experiences.
4:20 PM May 6th, 2008

They just brought Margaret a giant dinner so I think we're here for a while.
6:31 PM May 6th, 2008

Yep, we're in it for the night. I can't believe we've been here all day! Margaret's only to a 2 on the pain scale, though.
8:37 PM May 6th, 2008

Labor going v...e...r...y slowly. Epidural went in at 6am and we're still classified as early labor.
8:38 AM May 7th, 2008

On the bright side, Margaret has been sleeping soundly since 6. As have I--that epidural has a broad range!
8:39 AM May 7th, 2008

We're stuck here watching the contraction monitor... ugh, can we change the channel?
10:01 AM May 7th, 2008

Baby's horoscope: You can break through an impasse with the help of a trusted partner and let the pieces fall where they may. Margaret thought that didn't sound too promising for her body!
10:41 AM May 7th, 2008

We just hit 6 cm and they're prepping the tools!!!
11:18 AM May 7th, 2008

7 cm and +1 position. If you don't know what that means, it means that that baby is going to the light.
1:15 PM May 7th, 2008 from

Whew! We have a beautiful little girl our hands. 7 lbs. 13.5 oz. and 21-1/4" long.
5:24 PM May 7th, 2008

May 5, 2009

Laundry day

What's your secret? I never look this cute when I do the laundry.

May 1, 2009

One year ago today: longing for labor

Here is me walking around the block with one foot on the curb and the other in the gutter. This was Ginny's advice for jumpstarting labor. I also tried Lynda's advice of eating smoked oysters. Though I'm not particularly fond of them, I ate 4 cans but all I got out of that was stinky breath and even stinkier burps.
That is one crazy big belly! My legs were hugely swollen by this time too so I was constantly wearing support hose. It makes me laugh-cry to think about how hard it was to squeeze/shove/shimmy/sweat/work my way into those - all for an iota of relief from the pain in my legs.

I wasn't the only one waiting impatiently. Your dad was getting more eager by the minute. Here's his twitter feed leading up to labor...

Today the dr. took a quick look and dashed our hopes for labor happening anytime soon. Apropos, I'm off to Toys R Us to buy Margaret a pogo stick.
5:41 PM Apr 25th, 2008

We finished the nursery yesterday, baby. You can come anytime now... Seriously, ANY TIME NOW!
12:55 PM Apr 28th, 2008

So far, Margaret has gagged down TWO whole cans of smoked oysters to try speeding things up... nothing!
8:05 AM Apr 29th, 2008

I'm leaving on an overnight business trip, which of course means Margaret's going into labor tonight.
4:43 PM Apr 29th, 2008

And for the record, Margaret INSISTED I go on this business trip because of that possibility.
4:48 PM Apr 29th, 2008

Being gone didn't work. I found a witchdoctor that uses crystals to realign the baby's aura. That'll work, right?
8:03 PM Apr 30th, 2008

WHAT is taking so long? I don't think the baby knows that neither of her parents are exactly known for their patience.
7:41 AM May 2nd, 2008